my heart sank in the fog today: Archive

i am a born smartass.

Feb 25th

cassadys: seriously contemplating commiting suicide tonight oh wait nobody cares??? There are people who do care. I don’t know you, but I do know that you are a valuable person. Life is hard sometimes - all the time - and we all struggle but there are moments that make life worth it. Please believe me. There is so much beauty in the world. Don’t give up.

Feb 24th

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wetandsoggy asked: Who's your favorite English authors?

Feb 23rd

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Feb 18th

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Feb 16th

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rejection and abandonment

i have failed as a human being. i might be smart, but i am a failure. i decided to get help. hope is all i have left. send me positivity please.

Feb 14th

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i am so incredibly alone. i don’t know where my life is going. i have not a single idea as to what i want to be. i just want happiness. i want someone who cares. i am sick of having to hide my feelings from my friends. how do you define a ‘friend’? is it just someone you like to hang out with? isn’t a friend supposed to listen to your problems? i honestly don’t know...

Feb 7th

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incendie: People are people. People are neither above nor below other people. They share an equal need for food, water, and shelter and a natural propensity for love and reason. Differences in appearance or personality should not be a major factor in discernment or segregation between individuals. Whatever differences such people exhibit, he or she should be entitled to equal treatment and...

Feb 1st

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i am ugly

uglier than i have ever been.

Jan 30th

Jan 28th

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Jan 22nd

Jan 21st

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Jan 16th

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Jan 15th

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life is good:

the björk gig in hungary is confirmed. i bought an umbrella print top for incredibly cheap. fancy royal blue lace dress for my school ball. i am now sure about my top choice for university in hungary. i love budapest.

Jan 14th

corona-borealis: I’ve realized some things recently. If you’re with someone who loves you, you have to just let them. You can’t let the way you feel about yourself interfere. They see something so beautiful in you. It’s not that they don’t notice your imperfections, but those imperfections are what make them realize how amazing you are. Even though you may not think you’re wonderful, or that...

Jan 9th

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Scared.

My country is making a law that if a student whose tuition was funded by the state leaves Hungary for a job abroad, they will have to pay back the tuition fee. I don’t like this. This is not the middle ages and i’m not a serf to be bound to the soil. I am not pleased with the leadership of our country at all, which makes me want to leave. I am planning to flee my homeland to study...

Jan 8th

GHOSTFACTORY→BIRD-GHOSTS

Jan 3rd

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Jan 3rd

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Jan 2nd

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Jan 2nd

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I’m looking for something, but I don’t even know what. I have everything and nothing at the same time. I feel like there is a big black hole in front of my life, and when I take the next step, everything will fall down.

Dec 30th

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Dec 22nd

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Dec 19th

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“Individuals live in a society that provides them with ready-made patterns that...”

– Erich Fromm (via cultureofresistance) this is very true for me - i am feeling let down by the world, that everything isn’t fantastic and that there is more to life than a great career - but at the same time, stop and think it over for a while. in all periods of history, there have been...

Dec 17th

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the air will inhabit my bones. my flesh is the earth and i cannot go. distances like cunning knives cut between us. i am glass you are stone, future promises future promises all turned to dust. the light you keep in your hair feeds my existence. i am made of your atoms — you are my mind, i am the rain and you, you are the eternal sky. i cut up my flesh to feel i cut up my soul to flee i...

Dec 13th

Dec 11th

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Dec 4th

i'm so enraged.

I don’t have a great deal of followers and probably not one of you will reblog this, but please, please, take your time and read. I live in Hungary, which is, frankly, a rather fucked up place to live. Authorities have been recently negotiating about the criminalization of homelessness in a certain district of our capital city, and to be honest, I did not follow whether it was made legal or...

Dec 4th